The pain I feel elevates each and every day

I tried so hard

I gave it my all

I did my best

and now I feel like nothing is left.


I want to cry

but my tears decide to hide.

I feel like screaming

but my voice feels shy.

The smile I wear

feels empty without you to share with.

Sometimes I wish you were here

even though you left me there.


I look strong

trying to prove them wrong.

But my existence without you

is like a ship without an Anchor.


Just because I’m strong enough

to handle pain

doesn’t mean I deserve it.

I’m stuck in your web

trapped in your mystery.

Do I deserve it.?


Yes I need you

Now you know

I miss you.


Wish it was a dream;

hopefully it wasn’t real.

Wish it will quickly disappear;

all the memories we shared

and so do all the tears.

But I guess

what we truly want

is hard to get.


Starting over seems hard

after a brokenheart.



Something like a boomerang;

throw the memories away

and they’ll always find a way

back to your heart.


And I wonder why?

Why do I get to live

with a heavy heart

most of the time??









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